even after all this time the Doctor Who opening scene still gives me chills.
this girl’s glasses broke at my boyfriend’s job and she felt really self conscious about the tape she used to put them back together so my boyfriend put tape on his glasses so that she wouldn’t feel so weird :’)
"I mean yeah she’s got a nice body but everyone’s got a nice body I’m not interested in her body."
I love the things that come out of my boyfriend’s mouth sometimes.
1) You are allowed to take up space. You are a human.
2) You are allowed to have a voice.
3) You are allowed to leave whenever you feel unsafe or uncomfortable.
4) You deserve more than someone who doesn’t know how to respect you.
5) You are allowed to put your own needs first.
6) You are allowed to love yourself.
tw suicide tw death
I’ve been thinking a lot about death lately. about how easy it would be to slip away if I had no ties. but that’s the problem, I have too many ties. I care more about the people I know than for myself. I know I’ll be mourned and that I’ll be missed and I start to get sad for those people in my life. I am also incredibly afraid of death. I don’t believe in a god or an afterlife. if there is one I suppose that would be nice, but if there isn’t one then I want to be able to live as much as I can now before it disappears. I just feel so horrible all the time. I am a firm believer of the “things will get better” mantra, I really am. I am sick of trying and waiting and hoping for it though. sometimes I feel like the most selfish person in the world, but other times I feel like I deserve to be that way. I need balance restored in my life.